Spilling out

This is a common theme for me- my brain, spilling out all over the place. That's how it feels. My thoughts are too many and they just leak out everywhere, and feel kind of consuming. I'm not contained within my own body. 

This was finished, but then I put white Gesso on top of it, which I thought was a finish, but it turns out it's a primer, and it was like I painted my entire project with white acrylic paint! So I hurried up and washed it off in the sink. I'm using plywood so it had already warped a little with the paint, but then warped even more with the washing. 

This was after it was washed. You can't really tell that I totally messed it up, except that it's a little more washed out. I still need to put more finish on it, but this is what it'll look like.